亲爱的,我们离婚吧!

>> Friday, 26 December 2008

差不多一年没见了,近来还好吗?有想念我吗?抱歉,我,没。为什么?这,我也回答不出来,毕竟我的脑袋不太灵光,脑细胞也似乎没连接好来……

说起来,呵,也很可悲,怎么认识了你6年,只有那么一两张合照?

结婚有多少年了,其实我也不太记得,我想,有四五年了吧?就在一个美好的白天你无端端成了我的老公,而粉红公主无端端成了我们的律师,在一两年后。

要知道,我什么也没签,什么也没答应!

说好要离婚多年了,但还是没行动。这可要问问我们可爱的律师了。

就在你18岁的生日,我想告诉你,离婚吧!外头的世界好大好大,更适合你我的人就在其中,不能随便让他/她溜走吧?

突然好奇,你有没背着我和其他人手牵手?我很忠心呵!只是初吻最近被菲菲偷走了,感觉,呃,无法形容。

噢,还有一件事忘了写:对不起对不起对不起,无法在你生日当天和你们玩,有事在身无法逃避。过几个月我再带你出去玩玩儿,好吗?

茵 - 生日快乐,分手快乐!

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On Christmas day,

>> Thursday, 25 December 2008

I love Christmas.

Not that I actually celebrate Christmas, but that Christmas songs are just so pleasant, so heartwarming, and so innocent. Like chicken soup.

And it was only today that Santa seem like a real person, like everyone believes they'll get something from Santa, but probably not through the chimneys and all.

Ahhhh, childhood.

Don't like the jam and sardine though. Anyways I don't think you cook chicken soup with jam and sardine eh?

I think I fell in love with a Santa who works in Ikea.

What a merry season to fall in love <3

Do you know what he (I'll give he/she/it the benefit of doubt cuz he/she/it was wearing a hideous Santa head) gave me for Christmas besides a blackcurrant sweet?

A rubber snake.

I was smitten.

Arrrgh. ;)

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We must SO have prom next year! I mean if you haven't been to a prom during high school you've never been a high school-er and it might as well be the last time we're able to be crazy and merry without being conscious of yourself (i.e. before you turn 20) and-

Fine. I just love the dresses.

Someday I'm gonna rob 1U. You wait for me Shopping Mall Guard sir!

I love Mega Sales.

What recession were you talking about again?

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To certain people they thought they read these words on my face:

THIS BEING BELONGS TO JESUS


No offence intended, please don't bash me during this merry season or else you won't get a present from Santa cuz you're NAUGHTY.

Merry X'mas and happy hols :D

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171208

>> Wednesday, 17 December 2008

This is what I've been doing this holidays:

  • Going online invisibly.
  • Eat. Gah.
  • Read.
  • Making yogurt. Seriously.
  • Sudoku-ing.
  • Thinking of a suitable dressing style to switch to. Hmmm.
  • Studying.
  • Developing horrible puffy panda eyes T_____T


I went swimming this morning OMG after centuries! x3 (I have Jessica Alba's bod, just in case you wanna know.)

This is what CHSians do during the holidays:
  • Study.
  • Study.
  • Study.

Can you guys like be more humane I feel like a devil x___O


Bolt

Pigeon 1: Does that dog look familiar?
Pigeon 2: Nope. Never seen him before in my life.
The second time this conversation was said (at the very end of the movie), it totally touched me.

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Brotherly

>> Wednesday, 3 December 2008

Crush, David Archuleta - on Hitz.TV

My brother is was so cute, I felt affection for him for a day :)

He seems protective of me!


Fear him.


I no longer crave for an elder brother :D

Now we know the future brother-in-laws will face some problems, hahaha.

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Hawtness keeps the world go round :D

Better People, India.Arie

Every girl deserves their share of romance, once in a while.

Romance in reality is too hard to find though, and too painful to keep. So I sought for the easy way out: RM7 for 2 hours.



Twilight is as boring and lame as how a romance fantasy gets.



When Edward first appeared the girls behind me were like *GASP*

At first sight I didn't think he was entirely hawt.



Cuz pale white skin and maroon, almost purple, lips is just so not hawt, despite being a 108-year-old Spanish vampire.

(YOU SHOULD SEE HOW HE PASSED THE BIOLOGY SPECIMEN TO BELLA HAHAHA DAMN CUTE)

But when he smiles,

Oh. Am. Gee.


or when he's being protective over Bella,

Oh. Am. Gee.

"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb."
"What a stupid lamb."
"What a sick, masochistic lion."


or when he's just being human,

Oh. Am. Gee.


he is just so Oh. Am. Gee. supergawddamndeliciously hawt.

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On a totally random note, while I was googling:



Gaspard Ulliel is Oh. Am. Gee. HAWT.

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Sick-o

>> Saturday, 29 November 2008

Time Capsule Rose in many Colors



The reason I watched this movie was cuz many celebrities list this as one of their favourites.

Heck. It was disturbing. And it was good.

You should've seen how these two actors switched personalities. Although only for 10 minutes or so but they segued to the next person like it's the most natural thing for them.

Crazy.

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My mouth tastes weeeird :S

Ughhhh I hate medicine.

Apparently when I'm sick I can't play the piano. And that's irritating, gah.

And I'm hungwee :S

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I love you too, hahaha

>> Thursday, 27 November 2008

Apple Pie, Red Umbrella

Happy belated birthday Nobita/Shin Chan!
Happy 17th Esther Wan Isi! I so miss you la!
Happy 17th Qinnymeimei! I miss your cruel sarcasm :D

I received my first ever prank call in my life! XD

Next time get a quieter place yeah? And please la don't call me at such a scary time >_______<

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I wanna get a haircut.

I like Pob (even though it's so passé). But I'm afraid my hair will go kaboom :(

You know, like this:



Le sigh.



A very inspirational book. I love. AND RALF HART IS DARN ROMANTIC OMGGGG *melts*

I love Paulo Coelho.

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Nobita's BBQ

>> Monday, 17 November 2008

End Creditouilles

HAPPY 18TH MY DEAR LARRY :)

HAHAHAHAHA can't believe you guys actually believe the Qi Xiong who left the message is actually him XDDDD

Ok anyways to add more fun to it: My dear dear Nobita please ask me and YC out to The Cave someday for dinner you belanja k :D



Dearest Larry / Patrick Starfish, whom I've mentioned in a few entries. A full-bodied 1/2 person. Oh, btw, the dent on the cake was created by his sexy nose LOL.





L6S attendance 15/23. We did not think of pakating to wear green / black / white / birthday suit, unlike L6A...



Oh oh oh and I must must must show you the guy who calls us 'babes' just cuz it sounds very uncle-ish of him to call us girls 'girls' and it's wrong to call us 'guys'. That's what he thinks anyway.



Future Datuk SIME DARBY!


(L-R) Chris, YC, KY, Nobita


Eh who shot this ah I like weih so sexy XD And what on earth were they doing there lol.

(Iish photobucket damn slow)


Nobita's brother, Nobita's Pn. TCT-look-alike mom seriously I think she looks like Pn. TCT don't you think so


HAHAHAHAHA this photo is super out-of-place XDD I wonder what the photographer said, who was the photographer?

SHUT UP L6Sians XDDD

Anyways Now that I know how Nobita reacts I have someone to bully yay! even though I'm the one being bullied too XDDD

Sorry la I memang suka bully orang.

Oh did I tell you I know how to play mahjong?

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Thank you everyone for being so overreacted of my emoness hahaha. Emoness goes away fairly quickly for me la so don't worry (if you are) :D

Goodbye. Happy holidays.

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2200; 151108; Nobita / Shin Chan's house

>> Saturday, 15 November 2008

(Fuzzy Wuzzy aka Sexy Winzy Fuzzy Wuzzy)

Current location: Nobita / Shin Chan's house
Current event: BBQ / Larry's birthday, uh, party?

Hi.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARRY who will turn 18 on the 17th November.

Larry is my imagination friend. Also known as 1/2 person. He helps me in my MUET speaking test rather unsuccessfully.

I drank 1 1/2 can of Apple flavoured shandy OMG I like weih I think I can train myself to drink wine to be classier.

Lol.

Ok fine I'm inspirationless hence the uh "low-quality" post. Blog later. Haha.

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Shut up

>> Wednesday, 12 November 2008

High Hopes in Velvet Ropes, The Cab

Hi. See me emo, cynical, sarcastic.

Today: 8 which I heard. I believe there are more.

Let us see how the number evolves tomorrow.

I am not being a coward. I just don't know how to be assertive.

In short, I have low EQ.

Fuck.

Tried to analyse, no idea why I hate it, but I just do.

Heck, it's not even real. As far as I'm concerned.

If what said is true, and the so-called efforts are made to create sparks, then, ha ha, sorry to say, but it's just creating a reversed effect.







On an entirely different (and definitely much lighter) note, I gotta learn how to smile.

I LOOK DAMN UGLY ON CAMERA LA! X(

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Do re mi fa so.

>> Friday, 7 November 2008

白昼, The Chinos 基诺

To 5nuj: Uhmm, hi, haha. Yeah I have a chatbox, check out the left sidebar. Eh wait I think I know who you are.

1.
This blog is no longer personal.

I hate that.

While bloggy was never exactly my second self; it's more like a public place for me to rant, to express thoughts that in words rather than by mouth.

I am never good at output. Go me.

No I don't feel emo right now (though I sound like it haha). Melancholic. Sort of bluish grey.

2.
I feel so overwhelmed these days.

And whenever I feel that way I'll write down a list of things I should be doing / completing.

Apparently the list isn't very long.

Why, I wonder.

3.
After preserving Little C generation I and II and Big C (YC's cockroach which I consider the BEST one I've ever done) I still have phobia for our dear little resilient friends. But I no longer see insects as plainly just insects.

I see them as specimens. And I picture how beautiful they'll look when they're dead.

Some things are better dead.


Was randomly Googling


I still hate plants.

And apparently a cockroach was named after me *glares* Funny that I don't feel angry when it's downright degrading.

I don't understand myself, why I'm being so damn angelic good.

4.
I'm still considering English Literature. The thought of writing difficult English words is scary.

And, uh, Shakespeare, hahaha *weak laugh*

5.
Yay results. Note the sarcasm.

Seriously. I do not give a damn about my results. Eh, well, not that I don't entirely care about what I get. Definitely, it's hard NOT to be bothered about the digits, and it's not just the matter of the exam-oriented culture here.

Exams is not the end of the world. There is still so much world out there waiting for us to explore.

Like, GO TO ISRAEL. Ok fine somewhere nearer: GO TO CAMBODIA FOR CHEAP FRENCH.

6.
My life is perfectly simple. Fineeeee I'm lifeless :X

Rumours don't bother me. Much. Not that I'm used to it (HAHAHA PERASANNYA XD). I believe that as long as I'm true to myself, what people think of me doesn't matter. Much.

Thank you JT for making my life so wonderful with your wonderful remarks -.-;;

7.
DO YOU KNOW THAT FLASHERS ACTUALLY EXIST. I thought they're mythical. Seriously.

They're as real as flash lights!



8.
I feel like listening to a new genre of a language other than Chinese and English.

Except that I don't know where to start.

No New Age no electronica no metal no freakish genre eg. Death Wave or Pagan Rock (like, wtf? o_O)

Recommend me something that you think I'll like. I like certain rock (don't ask me what kind cuz I don't know either), certain jazz / lounge / folk / acoustic (God knows what difference do they make). Something with a pretty album cover :) and not mainstream, unless you think it's really good melodic- and lyrical-wise. Cuz good melody and great lyrics are what makes a superb song.

9.
And when I thought the class is already quite happening... The class is actually SUPER happening O_O Sort of.

Do you know that the boys actually vote for the girl in class they think is pretty.



Hahaha. Class politics.

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500th

>> Saturday, 1 November 2008

Happy birthday, Sis and Cousin Vee :)

Happy grad fellow juniors and seniors, happy examing :D

Heroes, William Joseph

Piano backed with a 72-piece orchestra. This ain't bad. I've never listened to Maksim so I can't make comparisons la. Anyways he looks cute haha.

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Initially preserving Little C is disgusting. Grasshoppers look much better mannn. But it gets fun eventually.

And I banyak tangan sangat accidentally ruined one of Little C's antenna.

Genius la. Now I have a legitimate sane excuse to preserve Little C II hehehe.

And future flies.

Seeing it struggling due to the extremely pungent ethyl acetate makes my heart ache. Too bad though; the process after that is fun.

I think I make a good doctor hahaha.

Dr. Ching Siu Jeen the Honey is damn kind. And pro in preserving. I think she makes a good doctor too. So is Dr. Seng Zuo Hao aka Er Hu's hubbie.

Speaking of doctor, now I feel like being a doctor. Genius la I dropped Physics already :/ Funny that the thought is taking root in my mind, deeper, when I've stopped watching House, M.D. (more like stopped watching TV).

FASTER I WANNA DISSECT RATS I WANNA KILL MY DESIRE TO BE DR. TEONG M.D.

AND OMG DRYOPTERIS :X Still cannot find a perfect one la. Either it putrefies or I'm unsatisfied or I banyak tangan.

I'm like Thousand Hand Guan Yin hahahaha.

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Estranged's Remain Unknown is not so bad. Just cuz I couldn't get Estrella's Estrella and/or Jerome Kugan's Songs for a Shadow. Yeah. I'm still cravin'.

I seriously believe MalaysiaNs boleh.

JJ's Sixology is more creative this time around. Love the diversity. Sadly his fashion sense ain't that, eh, sane. BUT HE'S STILL CUTE LA OMG FEEL LIKE BITING HIS KAWAII FACE LIKE AN APPLE.

Sorry. Have this abnormal to urge to bite on kawaiiness. I'll be a bad mother. (Eh my kids if I ever have will definitely be adorable like his mommy k.)

Paulo Coelho's Like the Flowing River is, uh, no idea. I just, uhmm, am insane about him right now. Hehe.

Lung Yingtai & Son's Dear Andreas. I've been seeking for this book for like AN ETERNITY. I love the Popular auntie laa *hugs*

I'm broke laaa :(

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Thomas Godoj is a Polish and I love the German songs he sang in this album, which there are a few. And German sounds nice LOL. I like foreign languages cuz they sound so foreign and unknown.

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Mom bought guitar for bro OMG YESSSSS GUITAR.

I'm torturing my fingers though. I can't even do a decent C chord.

Genius la little hands -_____-;;

I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I'M GONNA OVERCOME THE GENE OF LITTLE HANDS AND LEARN THE EXACT C CHORD.

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Cousin Vee's in LOVE! I remember some time ago she thought I was insane for crushing on humans. And now she's like what, PDA?

Wonder what's it like to crush on humans. Seriously la life is damn bland without a crush o____O I think I've been complaining about this since last year lol. I'm a blank piece of paper.

Hahahaha. I remember Schwann asked me "What if a guy asks you to stay with him tonight" (over super corny lyrics from Yuna Ito's Endless Story lyrics that YH is suddenly interested in) and I said "Oh ok la let's study" and he was like "DENG" and then he asked again "Study what" I said "Anything except Biology".

Mmmm. Chemistry ain't bad. LOL.

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Extremely extremely catchy folk pop (but less catchy than Mika). I loveylove the opening Ok, It's Alright With Me! Love the psychedelic album cover too. Reminds me Mika's Life in Cartoon Motion but I like this one better :D

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I want to form an a capella group. Cuz YC loves a capella and she told me about it and I go "OMG I LOVE A CAPELLA OMG DAMN NICE LA" and YC suggests to form an a capella group and I told her "OMG YES YES SURE SURE" and I start humming some familiar random tune.

I hv micophobia. I'm more comfortable singing without a mic.

I wanna form a speaking group. Cuz my speaking sux like, sux :( Schwann was damn convincing k. And I was adamant about keeping my stand haha damn stubborn. May said he was nervous, I wasn't sure. He spoke the most but it felt more like TEACHING instead of DOMINATING lol. Teachers' Syndrome?

And my mind just go blankablankblank like magic *poof* haha genius -__________-;;

Overall I'm satisfied with my exam results la, still got lotsa room for improvement.

OMG I SOUND SO NERD.

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The Internet is a big plate of cake intended for sharing cuz no-one owns it.

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU CAN ACTUALLY DOWNLOAD BOOKS HAHAHAHA *crazy laugh*

I overheard this album in Rock Corner in The Curve / Ikano (no sense of direction la sorry). Yeah I went lone ranger shopping haha. A very nice lounge album to be listened to while studying Chemistry in the heat of a Saturday afternoon :P

Seriously. I think lounge music is best listened to in the afternoon.

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Hmmmm. Maybe I shall compose THE Requirements '08 list or something cuz I am inspired haha. Mmmm, maybe the future posts. If I can come out with something. So that you guys won't have a hard time hunting one for me, so considerate of me.

Paulo Coelho's The Way of the Bow is very Zen-ish, and very inspiring. I HEART THE INTERNET LA.

All Over Now, Eric Hutchinson

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:)

>> Monday, 27 October 2008

499th

Marianne, Matt Wertz

I'm in a super good mood right now, even my MSN status is online.

Very rare indeed.

What's funny is that whenever I feel like talkin' nobody does.

Hahaha.

Not that I'm complaining, cuz I'm content with Matt Wertz and BOOKS.

I'm crazy about Paulo Coelho (but I haven't start reading his book haha).

I feel like reading the Bible. Not converting k; I just like stories.

I drank a cup of green tea last night and I ended up sleeping at 4 O_____O Whaaat caffeine never affected me except for once, when I tried something caffeinated i.e. cappuccino at night.

I realize caffeine makes my mind hyperactive. Wheee~!

I'm thinking of writing a novel. Feeling like it.

Remember my writing heyday XDDD Crazy immature romantic times. Check out this and this. LOLable.

This Moodstream thingy is so cool. Patience is a virtue.

I'm in a shopaholic mood. GIMME CASH CREDIT CARD CAR. LOL.

I'm broke and I don't know where I spent my money :(

Currently planning a lone ranger trip to get broke. Sigh my kachings.

Seriously, I gotta start studying... but I'm so lazy. I've never felt so freee after an exam. Yeah now you know how much I've studied in the past, heh.

I wanna take up a new language. Like French, or Italian, or Spanish, or Japanese.

I wanna cook. Hahahaha. Serious face. Been watching AFC a lot and reading looking at pictures at cookbooks cuz I LOVE FOOD. In a way.

Okay fine I do love food. Whenever I watch programmes on food recommendations and trips, I will go like, "Mom, let's go to Singapore and go for food trip." Of course the more oft-said is "Mom let's go to Cambodia for cheap French."

I'm so lazy la these days, damn lazy to exercise, I feel soooo faaat :( The fat receptor's acting up again.

I want yoga.

I want ballroom dancing OMG *melts*

Selenium is an antioxidant! XD Mama Goh said so.

And Nurikabe is funnnn. Though I'm not quite sure how exactly it's played hahaha.

Happy holidays, happy Deepavali, f*ck coakcroaches and flies.

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Double-standard THE Requirements '07

>> Sunday, 26 October 2008

As promised, here is THE Requirements '07. It's really childish but what the heck, Win Zee '07 is here for you to laugh at.

Funny how I look at my 16-year-old self as childish when we're just a year apart.

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Win Zee's List of Do's & Don'ts for Guys (Haha WTF)

  1. No smoking!!!!

  2. Seriously, smoking ain't cool at all. And stinky. However now that I understand the need of "social smoking" I guess I'll be a little loose on requirements... but really they stink.

  3. No taking drugs!!!!

  4. It's like, duh. Why must I re-emphasise on this haha.

  5. Not perverted!!!! (Like Pang Wayne OMG)

  6. Whaaaat I pretty much only hang around girls for the past what 16 years? and all my cousins treat me like a kid so I didn't know being pervert is in their genes hahaha XD Anyways I'm just being double standard (I think) here teehee :P Anyways I probably meant pervert a la Pang Wayne. No, you don't wanna know how sick he is. And he stinks, not due to smoking. Hahaha XD

  7. Not flowery heart!

  8. Loyalty la. Probably I'll allow him to look at hot girls cuz I look at hot guys. And hot girls. I am slightly bisexual LOL. Oh and I'll allow him to have celebrity crushes cuz I have too lol.

  9. No swearing (list of swear words too explicit to be posted)

  10. For certain swear words I'm just being double standard myself. I mean, I use some, just online. I guess you could call it swearing. I'm a good girl k XD But really this requirement is just plain stupid - I might as well date a priest LOL. As long as he's generally polite I don't mind a little. Just a teeny weeny little.

  11. Don't drink too much (though I prefer NOT)

  12. And again it's me being double standard. Cuz I wanna learn to love wine! And really alcohol ain't nothing big. And then there is social drinking. As long as he doesn't get too addicted.

  13. Playful

  14. Preferable nice voice & not tone deaf/flat

  15. Karaoke ain't exactly a place I like to enter (though I don't mind, don't exclude me from future K-trips XD); I would prefer just singing aloud while walking around KL city centre (I LOVE WALKING IN KL!). And I need someone to do it with me. I LOVE MAGNETIC VOICE. And I don't really mind people who are tone deaf or sound flat la but sorry la I have a tendency to laugh at you XD

  16. Sociable, friendly, smiles :)

  17. Just cuz.

  18. Talk about everything and nothing

  19. Talking comes with the XX package. While silence can't be all that uncomfortable (I'm perfectly comfortable with most silences), I just like talking to the extend that sometimes I get annoyed with myself o____O And I like listening to stories! :D

  20. Independent, hardworking, responsible!, mature?

  21. I have no idea why I listed this cuz I'm clueless about the definition of the super huge words LOL.

  22. Knowledgeable

  23. Not machoistic

  24. DUH.

  25. Italian/Jap

  26. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Whaaaat don't all of us just lurrrve HAWTness XDDD

  27. Musically/artistically/literature-ly inclined :D

  28. Too high a standard haha. And anyway I'm not even good at any of those things. Playing the piano and singing at random moments and doodling and reading does not imply that I'm artistically inclined. So. Yeah. Double standards of me again.


Conclusion: Win Zee is/was double standard. Therefore Win Zee is an authentic Malaysian.

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As for THE Requirements '08 I don't exactly have a clue. Mainly because I don't know what I want, and need. The basics are there, definitely. Like, willing to teman me to walk around KL once in a while XD Don't ask me why la, I really love the blingish atmosphere despite all the carcinogenic rubber dusts. Ooh and all the ang mohs XDDD

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Okay it's over so shut up already stop laughing XD

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Vincci the panda X(

>> Tuesday, 21 October 2008

Hi.



Meet Cream Puff. Above is future not-so-fair Soo Wincci. Yeah, I have a collection of her baby photos. Not sure whether I have her naked *gasp* baby photos though.

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I am sick.

:(

Form 6 is cloning pandas like stem cells.

I am down with a cold - running nose, sore throat.

Arrrgh. I hate being sick. Makes me emo. Cuz I'm unproductive.

And I realize that emo and productivity goes hand in hand, at least in my case. When I'm emo, I'm super unproductive. And when I'm super unproductive, I'm emo. Which leads to being MORE emo.

It's a crazy chain reaction, baby.

And I've been getting bad quality sleep - imagine waking up at 5.55am when the clock is gonna ring at 6! And I can't go back to sleep cuz I'm afraid I'll miss school... which is, uhmm, weird for me as I'll gladly skip it o_O

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This year end exam has made me realize of my genius. I think my genius gene has been unlocked.

  1. I freaking skipped a 9-mark question in Maths. However I only know how to do a small part, which probably will earn me only 2 more marks, if I have done it. Hahaha.
  2. I freaking have not enough time for MUET essay! Stupid graph.
  3. PA's angkasa lepas essay reminds me of only one thing: a waste of kachings. And Dr. Moo Moo Shake who now seems a little awkward due to "past relationship". Seriously I wanted to write that down. Later that I wrote down fullerene. Go Chemistry.


Hahaha. Dr. Moo Moo Shake. Wonder if he contains melamine.

  1. I absolutely have no idea how I'm gonna pass Maths mannn. If I fail it's like a disgrace to my family weih O_________O (Only applicable in my situation)
  2. I can't possibly pass Physics.


Ooh. Nurikabe. Cool.

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Oh, I finished A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini, btw.



It's SO DARN GOOD. Even better than The Kite Runner!

It's a miracle I actually finish a book that I own (with exception of Chinese books cuz I read Chinese much faster than I read English) XD

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Eternity. Hmm.

Wonder how's it like.

I don't get the concept of time. Nor do I get the concept of love. (I'm not unloved. You can love me if you wanna :D)

I only understand happiness: the warm cozy fuzzywuzzy feeling you get in the heart when you take the first (and only the first) bite into the hot Mexican bun; when you stand under the light drizzle; when your Angel gives your PB biscuits or guitar tabs :D; or even when strangers greet you "hello" with a smile :)

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Lol when did the talk of getting a FOC bodyguard turns into getting a boyfriend lol. Maybe someday I'll compile a list like this, of THE Requirements.

Oh quite some time ago I dug out my so-last-year THE requirements, and the shallowness makes me LOL and surprises me at the same time at how immature I was (not that I've matured LOL). Show you some day, perhaps the next post, pinky promise.

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GOOD LUCK FELLOW PHYSICS TAKERS!

HAHAHA I FINISHED MINE! *hysterical*

Sorrs.

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It turned out long.

>> Friday, 10 October 2008

When Your Mind's Made Up, Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova

Well I intended to update after exams but I just can't wait to play with the scanner :P



I couldn't catch what Keira Knightley is saying... as usual... -____-;;

I have to say, though, it's a really good movie :)

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Recently lurrve is all around me.

Uhmm, not AT me. AROUND me.

Points at her and her and her and her&him.

Sometimes I get envious lorr. Lol.

Eh The Cave food homo trip!



The song alone is so dream-like. Partially to do with the French. MV is too cute and so unromantic! They should make it like of a seemingly ordinary date, like a quiet coffee date in a quaint little café. Lovers remeet, you know, that kinda scene with that kinda charged atmosphere. Oh gosh *lost in dream*



I loveylove this album :) I may not fancy flowers and red but I love the colours!

Note to self: Buy genuine album. (Oops.)

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A very disturbing very confusing very addictive novel which is very disturbing and very confusing. Did I tell you how disturbing and confusing this is?

And I think it's damn good lor. Even though I have a really bad concept regarding time. Mmm, that explains my tendency in procrastinating.

And Freud's take on Oedipus complex is damn wtf lor OMG.

I want a cat.

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Oh and I derived a conclusion just a few days ago: there are not much difference between CHSians and DJians.

Either Da Win Zee Goat is dug out somewhere, or they just somehow made it up.

Possibly the latter. Mmmm.

I have never had so many nicknames before lol.



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I'm like the Queen of Missing Transport Back Home. I missed like twice this week, which means spending RM2.60 and walking under the hot sun under the umbrella. Alone.

Jeen dear Sugar said flashers appear in Taman Jaya park I was like OMG SHIT DIE and plan out very quickly in my mind on how to escape from them if I do meet them. Probably I'll say hi and take down their particulars so that they'll receive a free mystery gift when they become my first patient! And think of buying a pepper spray.

Of course plans will always be plans unless something happens. I still haven't met any though (and don't wanna thank you very much).

I want: a car. Not possible at this stage.
I want: a FOC bodyguard + friend to walk me to the station whenever I need/want. Not possible cuz I'm bad at being demanding and I'm kiamsiap. Haha.
I want: the uncle to wait for me. Not possible, reason as above.
Conclusion: Get an imaginary friend name Larry. Aka 1/2 person. And practice my MUET speaking with him. "What do you think, Candidate L?" *silence* "I see. I agree with you, Candidate L."

It's been raining everyday. Ladeedum.

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In loveylove with this album. Sangat berkualiti as usual. I love him! His lyrics are ALWAYS so meaningful.

I'm back to playing the piano. Piano desperately needs tuning though. E' flat is missing >:(

I'm bugging mom for a guitar for my brother so that I can learn.

I asked mom whether I could keep a cockroach pet when I saw one LOL. This is what form 6 has transformed me into: a loving, kind person who loves insects. Ahhh, wonders of formal education. Character building. Spiritual enhancement. Whatever.

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I realized that now I'm steering towards listening to (some) Chinese songs cuz I'm craving for something light. Like salad. Uh, no, I don't like salad. A bowl of grass of mayo, LOL. Tomatoes are nice though. JJ hates tomatoes. Tomatoes are SKIN FOOD.

Why on earth am I telling you about my food LOL.

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>> Tuesday, 30 September 2008

Just watched The Kite Runner, like, finally.



I can't believe they cut off the most confusing, most intense paperwork part! After 2 hours I was like, eh, finish already? MANA TU CLIMAX?!

Though, Khalid Abdalla (Amir, adult) looks hot at certain angle, hahahaha.

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Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What are your nicknames?
Zee, Zee che, Honey, Win ZeeE! (in a broken-voice off-pitched kinda way)

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Sleep. Eat. Read. Walk. Imagine.

3. What kind of news do you read?
One with a catchy headline and happening event. Uhmm, basically, just the super major ones.

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
MY FATS HAHAHAHAHA.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
There are many many times that I do not need to spend. Cuz someone else (aka parents) will be spending for me :P $$

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Myself.

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
No idea. Okay probably grab a bread and eat.

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Eh, no idea. Probably not?

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Mr. Tam: Stands super straight, ada shape some more. Better-than-average looks. Fill in yourself :P
Mr. Zuo Hao: PLAYS THE ER HU OMG. Sings nice. Cooks!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
#1 Cooks.
#2 Fructose sweet. Because he cooks (for me) and insists that I do NOT assist him in his cooking and that my only job is as a food critic.
#3 Funny. Because he's exceptionally cute when he can't find the "freakin' spoon".
#4 Hot. Because he cooks and also because he works out la.
#5 Speaks in English (or similar) accent. Because I like it :D
In summary: Jamie Oliver / Curtis Stone.

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Being disrespectful.

13. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Apples!

14. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Happy.

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Laze. Immaturity. Irresponsibility. :/

16. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Working my ass off to pay back loan for my comfy cozy studio condo unit and car, starving myself for overspending on books and DVDs, planning my backpack trip to Europe and cringe at the currency exchange rate, go for ballroom dance and yoga lessons.

17. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
My... hair? XDD My ability to feel blissful and happiness at the most trivial moments :)

18. What kind of music do you like to listen to?
It's constantly changing. Now it's jazzy acoustic lounge swing something, like Estrella or Jason Mraz :D

19. Are you hungry?
YES.

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I AM HUNGRY. But noooo I shan't eat cuz I'm on a detox.

Man. It's hard to starve detox at home.

I realize that whenever I'm hungry I always have the desire to eat breads. It's like a lady's desire to eat anything sour when she's pregnant. Except that I'm not preggers and I don't like sour. Except pineapples. I love pineapples! I can finish the whole pineapple. Seriously.

I also realize that when I'm hungry I'm sorta deranged... and hungry for celebrity chefs food.

*salivates*

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A long list of randomness

>> Saturday, 27 September 2008

Technically, it's September 27 right now.

So, happy 18th Edison :) Oh yeah we were same age for a day it's so cool XDDD

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I don't feel like blogging these days. Okay more like I don't feel like going online.

NO I'M NOT A NERD! It's just that the virtual world has lost its charm :/

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After watching Breakfast at Tiffany's and (still) reading Kafka on the Shore I wanna get a cat. A tabby cat.

Cuz I can't get big cats like tiger and lion.

Cats look easier to manage than dogs. And they can actually be cute. Lol.

I'm lazy la k. That's why it rhymes with my name.

Reading Kafka on the Shore makes me wanna pack the essentials and let everything go, just experience the world as it is.

Sorry. I tend to be a little idealistic.

OWHKAY I AM VERY IDEALISTIC LOL.

I'm a movie buff. I have a loooong list of to-watch movies. I browse Rotten Tomatoes and isoHunt more than I browse FB.

Initially I wanted to download Lust/Caution, but I decided not to.

I mean, the reason I wanna watch Lust/Caution = the reason I watched Brokeback Mountain. Which is, of course, pretty shallow, ahem.

Though, if I have the chance, I'll definitely watch it.

*shrugs* Natural curiosity. Can't blame it. We are humans, after all.

I realize I'm attracted to movies with super nice titles. Like Requiem for a Dream, Before Sunrise, My Blueberry Nights, In Bruges.

Do you know that Bruges is in Belgium and is one of the most well-preserved cities in Europe?

Sigh. So many movies, so little time. So many countries...

I've been looking for a damn Dryopteris, I can even remember the way it looks. It's a miracle k, looking at how extremely bad I am with memories. Please be more considerate around an Alzheimer's patient.

I just ate 2 small apples. I'm hungry.

It's 0217am. I NEED to catch up with sleep, skin in super gawddamn bad condition, I literally look like I'm related to a panda.

I don't feel like talking. I think the Appear Offline status in MSN Messenger is the best damn thing Microsoft has ever invented.

Lol.

*stares into mirror and freaks out*

I am Jeen's honey, Jeen is my sugar. Jeen is permanent to me.
Kar Yee is May's babe/dear/yet to be named, May is Kar Yee's sweetheart, but I call her darling cuz it just naturally slips off my mouth. Kar Yee and May are temporary to me.

Aiyoyo! Rectangle love ah!

Apparently even when 2/3 of the class are guys there is a tendency of homosexuality among the girls. (Okay just the four of us.)

LOL WTH XDDD

By just reading Nicolekiss's post on Oreo checkers I can already taste Oreo in my mouth. And salivate. Like Pavlov's dog.

Arrkkkk! *steps into a puddle of salivary amylase*

Strange thing is I seldom eat Oreo, I don't particularly like biscuits with cream, and it's high in fatty acids + triglycerides.

Gawd. 4 more days and it'll be October. The last quarter of the year. OMG! And 3 months (and 4 days) later it'll be January 2009. OMG! I'll be like the senior-est of all high school students. OMG!

I'm so not old k. I'm just... young at heart.

College students entering uni already while I'm still stuck in pathetic high school.

Ok la uniform life ain't that pathetic. Except the insects and plants part.

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Thank you Joanne Telur (OMG HOW LONG HAVE I NOT CALL YOU THAT?!) for wishing me nine days earlier :)
Thank you Esther Wan Isi for calling me all the way from Australia 3 minutes to 12am Melbourne time and talked over the super blurry line for 45 minutes!
Thank you Kar Yee and May and Jeen for the cupcakes. I have yet to eat them hahaha XD
Thank you Chin Peng and Jun Fai and Jit Teng and Boon for singing JJ's Bu Dong out of tune for no reason and then leading the class to sing the birthday song in 3 different languages :)
(Oh thank you Ms. Leela for not entering the class hahaha XD)
Thank you Nobita for half-yelling into my left ear and singing another round of birthday song. If the ear doesn't function in the future you know what's gonna happen, hahaha.
Thank you Mr. Er Hu Zuo Hao for singing like some pontianak behind me LOL.
Thank you YC for re-discovering my multiple personality disorder at 2348PM 25/09/2008 LOL.
And super huge thanks to everyone else who has wished me / intended to wish me but forgotten to, you guys are such darlings for making this day MY day :)

You know I mean it!

And you know I love all of you :)

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May said my birthday wish list should include getting a boyfriend.

Cuz a boyfriend can act as a FOC bodyguard especially in the jungle.

Now we know why girls in the science classes look for a boyfriend.

I amuse myself at 3.14am. Ciao.

XOs.

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Breakfast at Tiffany's

>> Sunday, 14 September 2008



Gosh. Audrey Hepburn is such an exquisite darling little goddess.


£410,000 and her radiance, indescribable.

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>> Saturday, 13 September 2008

The last person to tag you is?
For this tag, YH. For the last tag, don't remember.

What relationship of you with him/her?
Ambiguous Friends? XD

Your 5 impression towards him/her.
Funny.
Super long fingers omg.
Never thought happiness can be as simple as getting caught in the rain :)
Will think of it later.
Will think of it later.

The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you.
SMS me when I was cold and starving and alone :P

The most memorable thing that he/she has said to you.
Win ZEE!

If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
Uhmm, become his lover back? o_O

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
Be a Miss Evil Meanie to him and feel guilty at the same time.

If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on...
Uhmmmmm. We'll see about that later when he somehow becomes one hahaha.

If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason is...
He insults or offends me, lol.

The most desirable things to you to do to him/her
I dunno.

The overall impression to he/her is...
Not bad laaa :P

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Annoying, childish, machine-gun talkative

The character for you for yourself is?
Annoying, childish, machine-gun talkative

On the contrary, the thing you hate about yourself is?
Annoying, childish, machine-talkative X(

The most ideal person you want to be is?
Demi Lovato. To-die-for body to-die-for hair to-die-for voice!

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
Thank you laaa XD

Ten people to tag:
01. Waning
02. Jeen
03. Eugene, hahaha.
04. Lolly Yan Ping
05. Jo
06. Iyin
07. Nicole Tan
08. Qi Xiong
09. Boon
10. Sher Min, hahaha XD

Who is #2 having relationship with?
ME. LOL.

Is #3 a female or a male?
A guy.

If #7 and #10 be together would it be a good thing?
Uhmm, no, cuz they aren't homos. I think.

How about #5 and #8?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

What is #1 studying for?
Berklee and Boston.

When was the last time you have chat with them?
Well I seldom talk to Iyin, Jo, Eugene and Sher Min lately.

Is #4 a single?
I dunno, Lolly are you single?

Talk something about #2.
Soulmate. Cuz we're (future) Latin dance couple. HAHAHAHA XD

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>> Wednesday, 10 September 2008

(Almost) everyone in L6S blogged about the potato experiment yesterday.

I cut my thumb! Lost about 0.5ml of oxygenated blood lol.

Well so potato ain't much of a problem, I nearly bit into it (sorry, can't stand potatoes / apple-like thing), or drank the sucrose solution.

Sorrs, food-potential apparatus/materials.

Ah, yes, regarding the potatoes.

"Stripping the potato."

Mmmmmm. Stripping.

Sexy.

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Owh yeah, I watched Camp Rock on Disney Channel.



And you know what a girl is gonna blog about when she wanna blog about Camp Rock.


Demi Lovato as Mitchie


She has amazing vocal, I like hers better than Miley Cyrus hehs, and I love her hairstyle and hair colour and gosh she's so cute in the movie.

She even has a cool last name! XD



Man. She's hawt.

*sigh* I hate Hollywood.

Camp Rock is another false-hope-for-romance supposed-to-feel-good depressing Disney movie about music (NOT a musical).


Joe Jonas as Shane Gray, lead singer of Connect 3


You know, like High School Musical, but more depressing, when it involves a kinda cute guy (less cute than Zac Efron) who is filled with kachings and is a star. And kinda cute.



You know what I mean, don't you.

*drools over so damn cliché puppy love story*

(Zac Efron has the most electrofying pair of blue/green eyes EVER! I'll ignore his obsession with his hair.)

Still still still.



I think Nick's the cutest :) He has cute curls, like how Mika has sexy curls XDDD

Don't ask me why curls, cuz I have no idea either. I don't usually go gaga over guys' curls.


Kevin, Joe, Nick Jonas


This is the only picture of the Jonas Brothers which I can differentiate Joe and Kevin. Most of the time I can't.

And guys in tux are just super dashing.

And I don't like the vocal, whoever it is. So whiny laaa.

Still, looks is all that matters isn't it.

SIGH. *stares into mirror*

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My skin says I'm deprived of sleep X( I'm ugly and OMG MY MOM JUST SAID I BECOME FATTER.

Run, Fat Girl, Run! *huff and puff*

I wanna watch all Rachel Weisz's movies!

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It's official. I ain't an essayist XD

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>> Saturday, 6 September 2008

Finale, Anastasia

Blogging mood probably scraped off by repeatedly listening to Rainie Yang's Que Yang and Yuna Ito's Endless Story.

See, Jeen and YC, how sweet of me to practice the songs for your own pleasure, hahaha.

Now YC you gotta bring me to South Africa Jeen you gotta be my Latin dance partner hahaha XD

Anyways here's the favour Khai Sim asked me to do last week but I've forgotten, sorrs! Please forgive an Alzheimer's patient T___T

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It's a miracle if I ain't caught dead.

>> Monday, 1 September 2008

I am risking my life to listen to grandma stories.

We attended a superbly lavish wedding dinner at KL Hilton today, and the food was, eh, so-so.

They must've spent a million on the wedding. No kidding.

Damn freaking rich la they.




My mom dug this out from a pile of old clothes. Literally. But I have no memory whatsoever of owning this shirt! O_O


To-do #1: Compose a mental list of requirements.
To-do #2: BF hunting.


SOME PEOPLE is trying to make me experience indirect sugar high. Arrrgh. I can't resist sugar.

I'm not interested in people owning that bottle of sugar k, I'm just interested in sugar.

SUGAR! *drools*

To-do #3: Be a nun.

Happy belated Merdeka. Who cares about Merdeka anyway when you have YAY HOLIDAY.



It's September!

And you know what September brings, teehee ;)

Shopping list: STAMPS. Small handbag. MP3 PLAYER. Sweater. Jerome Kugan's Songs for a Shadow.

I'm officially a panda.

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