五月十七日

>> Sunday, 27 May 2007

本来是要写给纽西兰的朋友,不过,我想,既然照片在你的生日的时候拍的,就写给你们两个不相识的人吧。
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一直都很喜欢在下雨的晚上看着后巷发呆。它有一种很乡村的感觉,位置在吵杂城市里的乡村。路很小,只能容纳一辆摩托车或自行车,或者三四个人走一排。有时候,喜欢光脚走在路上,心情会变得很好,虽然会很怕踏到玻璃铁钉什么的。


1725的天空。那天,下了雨,这是在雨后拍的照片。本想拍下雨滴、雨的声音、雨的感觉,可是照相机没那么棒。所以,我只能用眼睛拍下,偷偷地在脑里寄给你们。收到吗?

那是后面屋子的天线,和乌黑的云和橙色的天空相对,有一种天堂的感觉。云的背后,宙思和他的太太是否在喝红酒、吃晚餐呢?


1726的天空。鸟儿,我想,都回家了吧。想给照片点生命,但总没有鸟儿飞过。有的话,也太快了,来不及按下快门。是注定的吗?嗯,说得有点太重。


天空的橙变淡了。可能神都吃饱了。有点粉红,宙思的太太的女朋友们都来谈天喝茶吧?


后面的屋子种了藤,一种很奇怪的藤。前几天藤全都枯萎了、干了!可是,我想,它们总有再绿的时候。

给:淑莹、永杰。都还好吗?

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听说在海边世界没有尽头

I am gonna fail my Chemistry. Hopefully not Add Maths and Physics.
Gah, my fault. Should studied earlier.

Is there a certain reason behind everything? Unconscious, maybe?
On Thursday, when Waning and Jo and Hooi Teng and Sher Min went to The Curve singing JJ's songs, I'm staying at home, enjoying my freedom.
Joanne Telur called!
Damn surprised.
"Where are you?!"
We spoke English throughout. Very fascinating. Talked about random stuff and I remember this part of our conversation:

Zee: Oh, yeah, Waning's wondering if prostitutes are legal in New South Wales.
Joanne: Huh?! I haven't seen any yet, I don't know...
Zee: Waning's really interested.
Joanne: Well, I haven't seen any yet, I don't know. Well, you can ask Waning to come to Australia to find a job! Hahahaha~
Zee: Hahahaha. Choi!
Something like that. Another:
Joanne: I checked the Internet. Is Cheer 2007 on June 24th?
Zee: O_O Why do you know more than me?
Joanne says she MIGHT be coming back by the end of June! She wants me to bring her to DJ canteen and eat wantan and nasi lemak. The nasi lemak in Aus, curry is sweet.
Her school is mostly Asian.
She thinks she saw one Goth.
Her voice is as baby cute as ever. Her accent changed like, My god!


Xing Shan Shan is nice! It's a S'porean show. It mostly revolves around A-Li, a blind girl. I admire her. When her brother was taking drugs and wanted to run away, the mother wanted to give in, but A-Li still determines NOT to let him go, even though he was about to hit her and his father. I ADMIRE HER.
The theme song is really really nice, the lyrics is soo meaningful!
触摸 (主唱:陈伟联)
听说南方从来不会有寂寞 听说在海边世界没有尽头
你哭着告诉我你和他梦想的种种
我会是你雨天的湖泊 拥抱你的温柔
好想看你的笑容 对离开的他说
你心中那份美丽怎么找都不会再有
轻轻触摸未来遥远的风 有一天你会找回你的梦
幸福是看得透而不是舍不得他的所有
慢慢触摸天空暖暖的火 我在这天黑了也不会走
你的快乐除了他还有我永远守候 不要难过
听说冬天叶子熟了会脸红 听说在天空有迷人的星座
一起去探险吧 也许你会喜欢而感动
你沉默的时候 我知道你的心还很痛
真想看你的笑容 对你的他大声说
你心中那份美丽怎么找都不会再有
Very touching. Wei Lian has a very moving voice. 感人的声音。That's why I preferred him winning Project Superstar than the whatshernameagain, even though his performances werent very good that day.

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Keanu Reeves damn hawt.

>> Saturday, 26 May 2007

Watched Constantine and The Exorcism of Emily Rose. Kind of heavy cuz it's about Christianity.


I realized one thing:
Keanu Reeves damn hawt.


He has a weird lighter and smokes 30 cigarettes a day.


"This is Constantine. This is John Constantine, *sshole."


Curse you, spider.


Overcoats = power. Especially when the overcoat is like flying when going against the wind. Like detective xD
Ok didnt see his bod cuz I'm focusing on the face. xD

What's so nice about hell, huh?
There's no Corinthians 17 in the bible? There's bible in hell?! Hmm let's see according to the movie the verse/chapter in the Hell Bible is about uh Mammon, son of Satan, the person who killed Jesus/blood of God will give birth to son of Devil, blablabla.
Water is the lubricate between heaven and hell. (Die lor i damn love water!)



This totally creeps me out.
3AM is the opposite of 3PM. 3PM is the cruxification of Jesus, sth release sth sth. 3AM is the "demonic witching hour".
Epilepsy is the abnormal electrical activity in the brain. Ooh. I thought it's some kind of drug. xD

The REAL Emily Rose

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Wordy

>> Sunday, 20 May 2007

"Success is the prize for those who stand true to their ideas!" -- Josh Hinds

"Buried deep within each of us is a spark of greatness, a spark than can be fanned into flames of passion and achievement. That spark is not outside of you it is born deep within you." -- James A. Ray

"There isn’t a ruler, a yard stick or a measuring tape in the entire world long enough to compute the STRENGTH and capabilities inside you." -- Paul MeyerF

"Stress is like a violin string. If there's no tension, there's no music. But if the string is too tight, it breaks. You want to find the right level of tension for you--the level that makes harmony in your life." -- Allen Elkin


Violin violin violin violin violin!!!!

Exams stresses me out.
Revolution is slow whereas evolution is quick.
#1 I'm evolving to a panda.
#2 I'm a tea-drinking machine.
#3 I'm a sleeping-on-table machine.
#4 I'm a yawning machine.
#5 I'm a eating-in-class machine.
I'm failing Chemistry. Hmph. Add Maths should be alright. So is English.
OH GOSH.
I'm crapping in Chinese 1 HAHA.

Guess what?
Win Zee passed her Grade 8 theory exam!
67. Not bad not bad. I'm expecting a fail. Nobody got higher than 70 in our group so... it's ok la. xD

(Yay Blogger finally hv autosave. Good for you.)

Recital was alright. Romance is still soooooo romantic. There's this Concertino which is equally romantic, but the violinist is so kayu that even when I close my eyes the music is kayu. O_O
Cello has a really warm and assuring sound. Ok dont ask me why assuring. -____-;; I like.
Win Zee shall learn violin either after her diploma exam or when she has the money.
Almost everyone were wearing BLACK. People should be cheerful. =D
I want a flat tummy. =(

Ok you know what someone wants winzee. But aiyah it's not in real life. As I hv said before, 网恋可悲,因为好像现实中没人要。 Let's see...

Mexican guy: do you hv a boyfriend?
Maia: nope
Mexican guy: O_O oh why not? you're cute... (i conclude that camwhore photos are nice)
Maia: cuz no one wants me xD
Mexican guy: i just met you... and i want you...
HAHAHAHAHA. *pukes* Sexual harassment alert! xD And he calls me 'dear' and 'sweetie'. from beginning till the end. Chat lasts for a few minutes.
Another one... a Florida guy. DAMN PERVERT LA.

Maia: What's your name?
Florida guy: Leo... HOT Leo (uhhh ok.)
Webcam invitation stuff, decline.
Florida guy: blablablaidontrmb i'm hot for you today.
Maia: (sh*t what should i reply) yeah yeah.
Pengajaran:
#1 Kita haruslah bersikap mesra (ataupun berpura-pura bersikap mesra) terhadap rakan internet agar mereka berasa terima dan selesa.
#2 Win Zee haruslah belajar lebih lagi camwhore pose yang cantik.
Yes I allow you to puke.
If only I look as nice as my camwhored photos xD

Violin. Magnet. English. Ginger. Burnin'.
Are just ILLUSIONS.
Philophobia.

I wanna watch It Started With A Kiss! Cuz the theme song E Zuo Ju by Wang Lan Yin is soooo nice.

Ohhh before I forget...
Happy birthday Joanne "Telur" Teo Sue Yin!
You SHOULD be receiving sth... Wanted to call you but $$ is the problem. xD sorry la. But really I should do it some day... yea some day. Cuz it's a really sweet and touched feeling. =) (and heartache for the caller's wallet LOL)

Win Zee loves camera. (Eh I speak in third person. I'm either cute (come here, littlekittywhat'sthenameagain come to mummy) or pretentious (earl wants to eat cereal)(from The Star's comic LOL).) Sky is beautiful. But it needs some birds so that my photos are alive.

Win Zee ada language? (aiyah third person again) Win Zee's language? Hmm...

Jo go O_O "OMG!" when she saw Jebat's F1 look. HAHA. Kevin and Pang Wayne were sooooo cute! xD
Grace Chia: Do you know... Jebat?
Win Zee: Yeah. Damn hot.
HAHAHAHA.
Nooo eggy Win Zee (iish third person) is not paedophiling even Zhun Chieh IS cute.

From Hwee Ching's blog:
This year's prom will be held in the J.W. Marriot Hotel on the 18th of December.
Early birds (before the 2nd week of June) : RM120 per head
After the second week of June til the end of July: RM140 per head
Starting 1st August: RM160 per head
Pay up! xD

You know what everyone's getting so emo.

Win Zee (iish dont bother about third person) must study.
Win Zee must hv an aim.
Win Zee must for mom's sake get straight As. "Because I hv the potential" -______-;;
Win Zee must be mature.
Win Zee must be THIN by prom night! Flat stomach, thin arms, thinner thighs.

Waning's ready to/are having a boyfriend
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Not that I mean anything but the statement is funny.

Went to Taman Megah's Badminton Court with Sim Wuei, Kar Yan, Yijienn and Yee Xin for Milo survey. Forced to drink a can of new Milo and got RM30! =D

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Random

>> Saturday, 12 May 2007

Chemistry is craaaaaap. I'm failing. But that doesnt really seems to bother me...
I finally understand the need of studying everyday. Hmph.
I can do completing the square! Hooray! xP Ok now integration and dydx thing (what's that again?)...
I want to make my own layout! xP



Sano is hawt. Gosh!
Wu Zun

L-R: Sano, Mitsuki, Nakatsu

Sano likes Mitsuki, Mitsuki likes Sano, Nakatsu likes Mitsuki. Nakatsu is damn cute! When he realized he likes Mitsuki he was so paranoid because he thought he was gay HAHA.
(Iish stupid blogger pic so small)
Sano is so much hotter than Wu Zun hor. xD

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We look like them.

>> Monday, 7 May 2007

MyHeritage.com



Then I felt evil.


HAHA! That proves that you hv a feminine face. (huh?)

And then and then...


Ooh. Vi Iyin is masculine (?!).


Poh Hui's masculine too. HAHA David Beckham HAHA.

Something's wrong with Mun Kit's face. LOL. Cuz the site couldnt 'recognize' his face lol.


Wen Jo is the cute species. I'm jeaaaalous xP


He is... feminine. O_O

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关于,爱情

>> Saturday, 5 May 2007

糖糖是个很可爱很怪的女孩。她长得可爱极了,名如其人,sweet得不得了,怪就怪在她太浪漫主义了。怎么说呢?嗯…她似乎认定每一个长得稍微可爱的男生为她喜欢的人。其实她一点都不会花心,只是认不清自己的感觉。有点感觉就说是喜欢,虽然明明只把他当作弟弟。她还会把每一个遭遇美化得好像爱情小说里一样,有条隐形的线拉着两人的心什么的,文笔太好吗?

糖糖到底是开通还是保守我不懂。她可以很放肆地诉说父母亲的性爱史,在家里也可以大方地问母亲“今天会不会做?”却很抗拒蕾丝边,拒绝婚前行为。哦,不,不有婚前行为是件好事,值得称赞。她觉得基很浪漫,《断背山》的关系,真是拿她没办法。她想尝试做爱的感觉,所以想结婚。她梦想中的新婚之夜,她还对我们形容得一清二楚:房间要布置得很浪漫,灯光晕黄,要有蜡烛。老公把她“逼” 到墙壁,两人热情激烈地舌吻抚摸着,衣服最好被扯破,然后站着完成整个过程。老公最好不要太温柔,而且她一定要关眼睛,因为男性那里她看不下去。

(天啊。)有点太矛盾。

我坚持鸡蛋有喜欢的男生,是神是鬼就不知道。

粉红公主尝过爱情的滋味,不过对我来说,有点可悲,因为是网上恋情。那不是可悲的原因,而是因为好像现实中没人要。(其实不是啦!我坚持有人喜欢她。)她很小女孩,喜欢公主王子童话故事,依赖性也很强,可是长相穿着个性有点中性,所以形成强烈的对比。我说呀,她是个半透明的玻璃瓶,强悍半神秘的外表下有颗弱不禁风的心。

没说错吧?公主。

有时候觉得她蛮可怜的,可怜得来有点欠扁。对,是欠扁,不需要揉你的眼睛抹你的眼镜敲你的电脑。就像她的名字一样,她的家境比我好上几百倍,吃的住的用的穿的都是上几百的名牌。你说,欠扁吗?

言归正传。上头说过了,粉红公主很小女孩,简直比糖糖还小女孩,在恋爱方面,虽然谈过网上恋爱。看到某个人心会扑通扑通,或者突然漏了一拍。看到某个人会傻傻地笑着,想拥抱他。如果某个人不理睬她,她会想一大堆不相关的理由,把自己弄得七荤八素。别人不小心大声地谈到某个人,她会突然打你的手臂,叫你小声点,脸上幸福荡漾的表情却无处可躲。

对吧?可爱的公主。我知道你又想揍我了。

真正喜欢过几个人我自己也不太清楚,除了那三个人以外还有谁我也不知道。好像糖糖一样,我分不清我的感觉,不过我是抗拒的类型,对某个男生有点感觉就慌张得找理由推翻“我喜欢他” 的言论,好像患了恐惧症。所以有一两年没喜欢的人了,生活闷得整天埋在莫扎特肖邦小提琴曲和自己的幻想和小说情节里,寻找火花。

新婚之夜会怎样我没想过,因为我(还)不太能接受有个人看着赤裸裸的我,也(还)没有心理准备迎接和我白头谐老的人。到现在,我只想要一个温柔体贴、成熟稳重、有幽默感,又尊重别人的男友。差不多每天听班上的男生骂粗话说一大堆黄色的字眼,又想找女朋友显示自己长大了,这举动让我稀里哗啦地作呕。

有一种感觉我比他们成熟,事实上不会好到哪里去。我很幼稚,想法行为态度上,好像没有长大,又好像有。

哎,说来说去,只是把自己弄得更混乱而已。

一直很想有自己的爱情故事。(咦,我又在发呆了。)

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Randomly bored.

Life is damn bored these days. Kept borrowing laame romance novels from the library.
Online is boring-er. I've been watching some boring ppl camwhored photos and going to Friendster. Friendster = surveys = laaame = bored.
I'm supposed to study! Wth! And when I'm by the table getting bored I'd take out a paper and started writing. For Nostalgia purpose, which ALWAYS turn out to be Xue Hai material. Articles not suitable for the "holy" Nostalgia. Hmph.

Jo's supposed to be online. She said so. Sheesh.
I hv a webcam. Was thinking of installing it today when Jo came online. Since she did not I didnt install it.
No, Jo. I dont like nature. I just lurrve the sky and rainnnn and night!
Jo wanted to perform during Hari Guru! *GASP* And she wanted me too. -___-;;
I told Jo that Waning says my blog is boring. (But I love my blog! I love you bloggy woggy.) Jo said "No!" and said stuff that Yu Szen and gang said my blog is "interesting". I dont rmb la. -____-;;

On my latest camwhored photo... Dunno Waning's serious or not cuz she wrote "winzeeeeeeee...u sgt lonely kah?" (one day i'll get bored of my own name) so I dont know if she's serious and she didnt ask me in reality. She just told me she commented.
#1 I'm bored. And I looked nice that day. So I camwhored. (You see my face has a mood on its own. On outings I'll look ugly and on myself I look... ok.)
#2 Uhh like Win Zee is my only friend?! Ok actually I'm not sure. *gasp*
(Oh, look! Half dimple! =D) (Sighhh some ppl can just look so nice in smooching or piggy pose.)

Some CHS ppl said that some girl prefect in their school was caught making love (zuo4 ai4) in a room. They said she was fired. Umm from prefect not school. (And I feel that it's not enough HAHA.) (Does CHS ppl couldnt control their nafsu? Mau buat pun buat di luar sekolah lah.)
Make love. HAHAHA.
My gosh. Make love is like something very holy and it involves the deepest deepest deepest DEEPEST love.
That's how high I rate love. Romantic? O_O
(So I really wonder if Jo wanted to uhh be made love (orrr sth i dunno) or, y'know.)
Still, being stripped is a scary thing. Like rape. I HATE RAPE OMFG.

Pn. Lim the God talked about bioassays (huh? bio essays?). It's about gaining knowledge in experiments by observing. Or sth like that. And she talked about behaviour stuff, blablabla. So now I want to conduct a survey-like bioassay. Waning punya infection telah saya jangkit. Cuz I want to conduct a bioassay of love. -____-;; Punch me. (The photo captions "punch punch punch" reminds me of Ham Ham munch munch munch. DAMN CUTE.)
Oh yes Pn. Lim is God. Cuz Biology is GOD. Speaking of Biology a little F1 boy came to Grace Chia to ask for the red spot Biology book. And later he took a reference book, should be Biology.
Ooh yeah I like him. HAHA.

Jen Liz

This is bubble face. That's what Jen Liz says.


I dont rmb acting cute la Waning. In my camwhore photos I mean. I dont upload them. So memalufying la! I dont even rmb where I actually put it. -___-;; Camwhore photos are craps.
Oh right survey-like bioassay. Survey-like because I hv to ask ppl. Bioassay because I want to observe. Duhh. It's about love and practically all the questions I wanna ask. I hv to compile a list of complete questions. Currently 4 questions. Damn memalufying but wth love is a very interesting thing. Homo sapiens are VERY interesting. I shall be a social psychologist.

I dont understand why ppl use mahai sohai chibai and doesnt know the meaning of it.
Ser Siang: Mahai!
Norita: Eh!
Ser Siang: Ehehe, sorry, cikgu. (to Joe Shen) What does mahai mean ah?
Sohai means so chai (fool) or sth like that. Nothing big deal. I rmb hearing it in Hokkien shows. Was damn shocked lol!

An afternoon session librarian came and talked to us.
Ee Lin (to me): How to pronounce your Chinese name?
Win Zee: Zhang Yin Qi
Ee Lin: Yin Qi... like menyebabkan.
That's a quick reaction. I miss yin qi huo zai-ing. Menyebabkan kebakaran. That's why Win Zee's hawt. She sweats a lot. Std 3 nickname.
Afternoon session librarian hit a guy librarian's head. She said she hates boys. Ah, those boy-hating days. She said she want to be in morning session because like that she can watch TV.
I dont rmb being in afternoon session. Not at all.
Omggg I've grown up and going to become a typical adult who doesnt rmb A THING in their childhood. DIE LORRR.

Eh, got Goong OST! Speaking of it reminds me of Full House OST. Not nice la. -___-;;
Download Goong OST here!
Download Goong S OST here!
I STILL WANT MY JJ PICTORIAL BOOK.

WTF?! They changed the casts for Goong S?! (Ok I'm slow cuz Goong doesnt attract me. -__-;;) Yul is soooo cuuuuuute laaahh!!
Goong S casts
(Aiks I'm cursing.)
When I post up looooooong posts it means I'm bored. DIE LORRR. Like f3 the time.

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Romance

>> Tuesday, 1 May 2007

OMG I'm DEAD.

Henryk Wieniawski Concerto No. 2 in D minor, Op.22, 2nd movt (Romance)

IT'S TOO BEAUTIFUL. I love you Henry.


Gerome Stewart - with piano accompaniment


Rachel Barton Pine - with orchestra accompaniment

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